its been a long since the last time i wrote in here.
i guess i was a bit disappointed with too many things, leaving myself angry to almost everything, and trying hard to be ignorance on most things.
this time i dedicate this post for someone who dearly to me – Adlan Ahmed Hilmi a.k.a Ad. He was one of the people i hold dear close to my heart and my mind, for the great relationship and friendship that we had. He is one of a kind, for he is not an ordinary person i can meet everyday. i love him as my friend and my brother, for who he really were.
i remember the very last day we spent together was a day before his soul went back to that eternity place. We had lunch, we had long chat and we care for each other, it was crystal clear. And the day he went off, that morning; i dreamt of him. He was looking at me in silence, and he smiled. i guess he knew that eventually he’ll be going to the better place he always wished.
it wasn’t easy. i just got the news 20 days after he left. i can’t believe it, and my head still can’t registered his absence in this world.
ad i knew was a great gentleman. he always have his point of viewing everything, in his special own ways.
i always heard he complaining about his life and how he hated it when he have it all. successful in career and life; yet he disappointed. and i remember i used to told him that we are all have equal chances and opportunities to be what we wanna be. and he wanna die young, because to him; good people die young. i guess he is right.
i miss him. i really miss him. and everytime i miss him, i cry. again and again.
but i guess he will be at the place where he will be happier.
Rest In Peace, Adlan Ahmed Hilmi (13 June 1975 – 14 November 2011)
i miss you.
regards, your guardian angel.
al-fatehah
May your soul rest in peace. InsyaAllah. Amen.
